It used to be dark this time of day,
His life was slipping away
My heart slipped into the night
The abyss was calling for our souls
We held to our faith
Holding to each promise of life
Even in the darkness
Now he is gone,
Yet I still belong to him.
No wonder of this world can begin.
Until the savages of grief have passed.
Can I finally rise up from the ash?
As a phoenix from the abyss fly’s free.
I still need to live the breath given to me.
Turning each corner as I walk this earth,
I look for my moment of rebirth.
I know my love is not home alone.
He sees the images of my moan.
He never judges my steps forward.
Knowing this, my soul cries out,
My heart will never be morbid.
I am not really alone he is ever present.
Memories can guide our soul’s yearnings
My soul mate would never begrudge
I will be given a nudge in the right direction
I will always hope for my own perfection.
My prayer is to be granted a reprieve
Finding someone to love once again
Beginning a new journey to the end.